7/26/2009

it’s hardly raining at this point when I
decide to call it a night
but the down pour had me sour before
passing slow across these streets
trying to find release from these
nights of need
I find that maybe I don’t
need
anything
especially not from you

I had a few drinks with some
friends I can still confide in
rely on
now that
you’re gone
it’s seems to me
all along
you were dead fucking wrong
there’s always something good
to fall back on

I don’t rely
on people who waste their time
hating all the time they waste
instead of taking it somewhere
and making something
these days I rely
on myself and my
loved ones
the real ones
not the hard hearted souls
I don’t really know
but I wanted to make them smile

you can’t make everything right
but I think tonight
I feel all right