11/21/2009

always searching for the same songs
jukebox has let me down for so long
so I sing in the car all night
home past two while blaring the blues
vision isn’t blurred but my eyes have been drier
no sobbing
I just need a reason to stick around
when she sat by my side
when she was on my mind
when she slept in my arms
when she tore me apart
every night
and I never birthed a single fault
never the reason that we fought
fist to the wall
I don’t care at all
I’m trying
not to
care
at
all