6/28/2009

I’ll toss these feelings to the backseat
as I drive to find a better place to sleep
you always filled the air with me
but these words ran short
I can’t speak with you anymore
too hard to find the time to define what’s on my mind

another awkward evening
where I hold my tongue enough
to make myself throw up
all this condescension
his wicked interjections
leave me wonderin’
why you’d love someone
who doesn’t give a fuck
about anything
‘cept being at the top

I’m leaving this evening
and I’ll see the sunrise on my own
it’s better than you
can or will ever know
I’ve spent so many nights
on everyone else’s time
it’s time I take what’s mine
I’m leaving this behind

you’re so sweet
when you’re not with me
and I can’t take
the way you make
these days move so slow