6/25/2007

where have you been all my life?!
held inside this dipshit mind
run the circles
turn the wheels
keep pretending what’s real is real
and what’s fake
it ain’t so bad
but what’s fake
is all I have...left

been spending evenings
been spending days
been spending money
been spending time
and the more and more I try
the less and less I see
the closer I get to success
the closer I am to defeat

so climb up my back
and stand over my head
feet flat on my shoulders
see how high over
top of me you can be
hold me down for now
cause I haven’t the right to rise
hold me down for now
tomorrow I’ll be fine

heavy headed
keep pretending
it’ll be all right
but a wars a war
and a fights a fight
tonight
I don’t feel right