6/14/2011

I could forget you if I wanted
the decisions been made time and again
to push that face out of my head
erase that sour voice from my mind
I find
I’m a little further from fine every time
I try
to fill that empty bed feeling
to replace the weight of your face on my face
your lips to my lips
I forget
why I let myself get so into it
I forget
why I’m so desperate to forget
but I remember
every breath I took as you curled up next to me
said in ten minutes
you’d be sick of the closeness
you’d roll over and sleep on your own
but I woke up with the sun
and you hadn’t budged
never felt better when I slept in your bed
waking with nothing but peace in my head
then it left
and I wish I’d
forget
guess it’s not so easy
the decisions been made time and again
can’t push that face out of my head
erase that sour voice from my mind
I find
I’m a little further from fine every time
I try.