I stopped listening to you well before you moved
yeah the sentences never seemed to sink in
wrote out the lines that I had on my mind
pretended they extended from your lips
full o’ shit
yeah I was oh so full o’ shit
it amazes me baby when I remember the best
moments I swore to high heaven to forget
sometimes I sleep and you creep into me
sometimes your memory infects my dreams
push that face away
I’m pushing that face away
don’t stand in the corner and talk to some friends
don’t down a few drinks and pretend you're content
standing on separate sides of the room
your eyes drift to my side and your feet
will keep pulling you to me
and the second
oh one second
you’ll be in arm’s reach
and me?
fuck that
I’ll leave
I don’t want your pity or touch
poisonous lips pressing words at my neck
you never shot for my ears
never stared straight in my eyes
pushed to the side
keep pushing me to the side
I don’t mind
I’m out of fucks to give
so I’m leaving
and I’m driving
and I’m dying
but it’s slow enough to ignore
I don’t notice anymore
how every day feels less okay
I’ve hit the grey
I may be at a standstill
but I’m still standing so
fuck you
fuckyoufuckyoufuckyou
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